I am a Brit living in the US for 30 years..I have not been "me" since moving here, through marriage..been through so many emotions /situations and been feeling guilty for having these emotions.only Jesus is getting me through each day.
It’s so tough to feel this way and it’s tricky unpacking how much of it is living somewhere else and how much is our ability (or in my case lack of) or willingness to show up as ourselves. Is it that we’ve lost that part of us or are unwilling/unable to show it? Tough questions for sure. I hear you. X
I don’t think I have ever felt awake, connected, know who I truly am, who I should be or any of those other things you spoke of. They are simply a dream not a reality.
Thank you for your honesty Sam. It's a theme I've heard from others and feel in myself quite often, that's why I was asking. TBH I'm not sure we'll ever feel we've figured it out and "found it" as life is mysterious and we are complex folk, but I do think we can do much more to have a greater sense of these things in our life. Stay tuned as I'm hoping to write more about this in the coming months and it's what the retreat will focus on. xx
I am a Brit living in the US for 30 years..I have not been "me" since moving here, through marriage..been through so many emotions /situations and been feeling guilty for having these emotions.only Jesus is getting me through each day.
It’s so tough to feel this way and it’s tricky unpacking how much of it is living somewhere else and how much is our ability (or in my case lack of) or willingness to show up as ourselves. Is it that we’ve lost that part of us or are unwilling/unable to show it? Tough questions for sure. I hear you. X
Ever??
I don’t think I have ever felt awake, connected, know who I truly am, who I should be or any of those other things you spoke of. They are simply a dream not a reality.
Thank you for your honesty Sam. It's a theme I've heard from others and feel in myself quite often, that's why I was asking. TBH I'm not sure we'll ever feel we've figured it out and "found it" as life is mysterious and we are complex folk, but I do think we can do much more to have a greater sense of these things in our life. Stay tuned as I'm hoping to write more about this in the coming months and it's what the retreat will focus on. xx
What retreat are you speaking of??
What do you mean Sam?